today finally went back to mediacorp for filming! haha. after for so long haven't been accepting any projects, i thought they won't ever contact me again, but they still did. so lucky, haven't lost my job! haha =) but it's not that i don't want to act, it's just that as a student it's very hard to commit to filming. the working hours include weekdays, i can't possibly skip lessons to go filming. and all these while i haven't accepted a single role that's big. only took all those extra roles, flashbacks that kind of role. coz those kinds don't have to commit that much. grrr. oh yea! today is the first time i see the renovated mediacorp, it's nice, but seems smaller. oh yar, talking about filming, reached mediacorp early in the morning. then went to the wardrobe to rent clothes for the shooting. then did some mild makeup and then went to bukit batok secondary school for filming. made 2 new friends! one little boy who can play violin very well, called dennis i think, and a girl called jieying, from st nicks, also 17 years old. and that's the 4th jieying that i know from st nicks! we realised that we have some common friends and common interests! haha she's into singing too, and she's a student of jones shi. cool. oh yea, then when we reached there, jeanette aw and alvin ng were already there filming. then we were told our parts and then went to wait till they finish their scene. then it's our turn! so crazy lah! we cannot play violin, then still have to act like we are pros. then we fake fake, our face looked pro, and they hear already like enjoying it like that. but actually the sound is like shit. haha!! was fun though. during lunch time we went out to eat at a coffee shop nearby. then poor jeanette, she cannot even eat peacefully. so many people staring at her, then got aunties go harass her, want to take photo with her. haha! then got one aunty talk very loud lah. "na ge shi dian shi ji li mian de ren!" (that one is the person inside the television!) funny sia. then jeanette had to smile for them to take photos. that's the problem of having camera function in phones, make people miserable! haha! so many people staring, you can't even eat peacefully. now i know the pain of being an artist. but she carried herself very well though, still looked pretty and elegant. oh yea jieying took a picture of them while they were filming. in this scene, alvin's proposing to jeanette. then funny lah. just in case you all are wondering who is the person in green. it's a crew member. he's using a torch light to make the ring shine like mad. but he's not caught by the camera though! but it's funny lah! alvin had to tolerate with this funny green guy while acting serious and emo, trying to touch jeanette's heart, proposing to her. wahaha! it's funny. 9:51 PM, 0 comments yo! i'm back! renjie is still alive and kicking! haha!! not beaten ok! guys, don't be worry for me ok? thanks kamielah and izzati for consoling me, really appreciated it. nelson agnes lianjie and gang too, thanks. katherine and kok loong. last but not least, janice! thanks a lot! i've already straighten my thoughts! it's fate. somethings cannot be forced. if it is, it will be, if it's not then it won't be. let nature takes its course. and i just want her to be real happy! yea. that's what i want. so i'm gonna make that happen. shall stop stressing her and pressuring her. maybe one day when she forgets her ex then she might realize that actually the person for her is right here waiting, right beside her! haha! optismistic right! and wow! vivo city is real big! i think i will get lost there even if you let me go for another 100 times. it's just WOW! haha!! if you're real bored and have nothing to do, one good way to kill time is to go there and then get lost then try to find your way out. wahahah!! anyway selamat hari raya to all the muslims! oh man PW and A levels chinese is coming. like really coming! wahhhh!! feel the stress again! haha! and then our group's OP is like not really good. not like we can depend on our WR or other documents as well. how how how. die lah. haha! never mind. shall stay positive no matter what! and then i've been chosen to be OGL! marcus told me not to tell anyone. so i'm blogging it. technically i didn't tell anyone. hohoho. but that's if i can get promoted. which i am still not confident of. haha. dun want to retain. dun want! if i retain then there goes everything! ahhh!! no i don't want!! God! bless me! 3:09 PM, 0 comments rejected. i've tried my best. but i just can't win her heart. i really wanted to restore her faith in relationships. i want to be the next guy that enters her heart. i want to be there for her when she needs me. but i've failed. some things are just not meant to be. hope that she will be happy. hope that she can find the guy that can really bring her happiness. the war is over. i've fallen too deep. let's hope i can survive. i'm reluctant to give up. maybe i shall retreat for the time being. pray that fate will bring us together. somehow. 10:04 PM, 0 comments haven't posted photos for quite some time! enjoy! some photo of the unglam long face agnes. yay! today's cheryl's and janice's birthday! wah so lucky man. the shoes that i bought for janice is the pair that she's looking for! she's happy! haha. i love to see that silly girl happy! thanks to cheryl for giving me the info that jan likes pony shoes! haha! but one thing bad about it is that the shoes are too small for jan, so she has to go and change for a bigger size. oh yes and finally passed the present to cheryl. have been preparing it for more than one month already. when i finally pass it to her today, i feel that all the effort has paid off. haha. hope she likes it =) 8:56 PM, 0 comments feeling less stress already. gotten back some papers, passed econs gp and chinese. not sure about the rest, but i hope i can promote. i want to be OGL. oh yea today went for the OGL interview, 26C babes all ponned. sian. but it's ok. the interview was funny lah. before we're going in then edeline, cheryl, kok loong they all were like "wah stress, what will they ask later? what am i supposed to answer?" thinking too much! so i went in first, such that i can come out and tell them what they ask. haha! nothing difficult lah, the answers are all the DUH! kind of answer. basically asking along the line of whether we can commit. yea so i told them, think should be able to be an OGL, if i promote. stupid me, took out jan's birthday card then let her saw le, then sharon said i should give her tomorrow coz tomorrow is her real birthday. so i said ok and i kept the card back! haha! she say she pretend never see! so cute sia we. then 43a went to celebrate jan and ee chin's birthdays at novena, the rest went to buy presents for ee chin, so only left jan, sharon and me in school. i didn't go in the end lah. sharon wanted to meet her julian, so jan insisted that she leave them alone, so she won't be light bulb. actually i was going home but sharon told me to go follow jan, so i accompanied jan to novena, coz she was super poor thing, alone, like always. please stop emoing lah! you think very cool ah! oh sia lah stupid, amirah yanni sharon and shelly. stop saboing! cannot stand you all lah! cheryl was leaving and then she said bye to us, so they said "bye cheryl", then suddenly can hear "bye bobbie" at least 10 times. siao liao. i wasn't even going to leave, was sitting with them! then they still said if i'm a man then go with her. haha no lah! how can! cannot be possessive! even though once in a while will be great =X tomorrow's their birthday! woo. i'm dying! so tired preparing cheryl's present. it's quite sweet, i hope. put in lots of time and effort in making the birthday present. took more than one month to prepare. everything's hand made by myself! sense of satisfaction =) i'm so excited when i imagine the moment when she opens up her present and then feels happy. haha. hope she will be! ahhh! PW is so stress man. how how how. today had PE, hand ball. my class got thrashed. nothing shocking lah. 7 on 7. our team got 6 girls 1 guy, the other class got 6 guys 1 girl. how to play you tell me. and then their girls also fast one! basketball player leh. their class's girls like guys. our class's guys like girls. so it's a battle of the sexes. sure lose one! they pass till so fierce and then attack till want to send us to hell like that, go and die man you all, so hardcore for what, friendly only mah your mother never teach you all must be gentleman is it, see girls still dare to turbo. walao. ahh dead tired. haven't been sleeping. needa catch up on my sleep! Happy Birthday Cheryl =) Happy Birthday Janice =) 10:29 PM, 0 comments today stayed back to do the banner again! i really like the rugby balls that i drew on the banner. a lot of people said it's nice! i'm happy. oh yes tomorrow is the open house already. hope that the response is not too bad coz it's on the same day as the open house of some other jcs. oh yes janice is going to sing tomorrow! and cheryl's gonna play the guitar for her. so looking forward to it. jan's singing "this i promise you"! nice song! haha cheryl wore specs to school today, same colour as my specs! same taste same taste! hohoho =X haha she looks so studious today, nerdy cute! oh yar stop lying to me people. amirah! fif i is not your boyfriend why you all bluff me that he is?! a big TSK for you all. and nelson's a real art noob =P 11:18 PM, 0 comments what was i thinking? unnecessary! i'm still standing strong and fighting. i will not die down until the day that it's really over. good girls don't come by easily, they don't just drop from the sky. i'll put up a good fight. she is worth the fight. kat, stop being so sad. cheer up alright? let's go have fun, don't think too much about it already. nothing can be changed. carry on with life. you can choose to face it happily or sadly. it's your choice. and today stayed back in school to make the touch rugby banner for saturday's open house. super nice! hot pink! i'll take a photo of it tomorrow. proud! the rest ah, slackers. reflect. 12:04 AM, 0 comments i feel so lost. i need a light. and i have to get out of this. i've fallen too deep. it's confusing me. painful. killing me. at the same time i can't bring myself to stop looking at her. but i feel miserable. afraid to know the truth. i need courage. i know that when i know the truth, i'll not be able to handle it. but i have to clarify it with her. this is getting nowhere. let's settle it once and for all. it's something that i have to do. i'll clarify with her. about her feelings. right after my effort pays off. i have to get out of this. 9:47 PM, 0 comments went to school early in the morning to pass EoM to Mr Foo. then 26c people went for PW consultation. was alone in the school canteen, walking around and stoning, so i went to the school's library, wanting to use the computers, but then it was full. but i found saw cheryl kk and some other 26a people. in the end eddie decided to jio me go play pool! tried to sneak out then were caught by Ms Lee. She's super pro, she knows exactly what project we are doing and who's our ST and everything! in the end we ran out by front gate. then eddie and i went to causeway point's mac to grab a drink and wait for shufen at the same time. then we saw this temporary stall set up just outside the mac, selling lanterns. so we went to take a look and found something real cute. mini mahjong! oh yes we bought it! gonna play in school! wahaha! then met up with shufen, and went to parkway to meet kat. played pool! hoho! wah i lost a lot today man! kat lah! too pro already =( bully me one. then after that nelson came to join us and went off to chinese garden! when we reached chinese garden, we met up with cheryl, kok loong, kk, merelda and weixing. haha! so silly man. ultimate silly! cheryl and i tried to make a rocket with sparkers, then it ended up burning on the spot, going nowhere. then kok loong made one, which couldn't fly too! only made so much smoke! haha. then we hang lanterns on the tree! but most of the time we were playing games, like murderer, concentration game and the sissors paper stone splitting game. hohoho! even though we did nothing much on lantern festival, but it was really fun and relaxing. haven't been feeling so relaxed for so long. then kat and weixing got unwell, kat having fever and weixing had gastric. take care guys! had so much fun. really enjoyed today. hope will be able to go out and have fun again! cheryl's smiling so much today =) it's such a great feeling. ah well, was informed that i've to retake my chinese lit test! ahhhhh!! wasted my MC! never mind! i shall try to study, hope i can promote. 1:08 AM, 0 comments did something real stupid today. went to polyclinic to buy mc coz i didn't go for CLL exam. then coz it was my first time there, i didn't know the procedures. so i was such a big sotong. i planned a super nice story to bluff the doctor, but then in the end i cannot bring myself to lie! then i told him the truth! he said "aiyo! next time cannot ah! this time i help you, give you one day MC." so sweet man him. then after that went to the pharmacy to collect medicine and make payment. but i was so dumb, i sat there and wait for very long, then i realised must take queue number one, no wonder never reach me one lah! after that went to meet 26a people, heading for pool. initially supposed to go watch movie first, but then kok loong forgot to tell me where and when to meet, so i didn't turn up for the movie. so wanted to meet after the movie to go play pool at parkway. when i met them, saw jing long, nik, eddie, shufen, kat and kok loong. jin long and nik went home, so only left the rest of us. and then kat told me cheryl was upset so she went home. that sort of troubled me for a while and i was somewhat moody until everybody keep asking me what's wrong. anyway my mood was much better when we started to play pool lah. eddie's good, he's damn fierce lah! hit the ball super hard one, always trying to scare me! super intimidating! threaten us one. then kok loong is very good also, sometimes also scare me once in a while. haha! katherine small small but her pool also good! she hold the cue then like got wind one. cannot tell leh! i'm impressed! shufen ah, erm jiayou! then gary came to join us halfway, he's SUPER good. i think 26A people are really nice and fun people to hang out with. haha! and they breed little ghosts to help them win in pool. hohoho! tomorrow going with them to eat mooncake! i'm so looking forward to it=) GOOD NIGHT TAKE CARE EVERYONE! 1:40 AM, 0 comments promos finally over=) well sort of. it's time. it's time that i do something about it. cheryl=). i'm going to fight for it, no one can stop me! WHOEVER THAT GETS IN MY WAY, "er...excuse me please...?" hohoho!! anticlimax!!! cheryl's a really nice girl, she's my motivation for going to school, and everything. whenever i'm in bad mood, she just have to walk by, smile at me or say anything to me, my heart will melt totally. and all the stress will be gone instantly, overtaken by the sweetness. always will find myself smiling like a gundo. if i don't fight for it then i'm not a man! definitely regret for life. oh yar! my EoM finally approved! after like 5 drafts. sense of satisfaction=) now it's chinese A levels and PW. and i'm wondering if i should retain. leave it to fate i guess. 8:21 PM, 0 comments |
Web Counter about Music!Name: RenJie DOB: 27 Feb 1989 School: PXPS, CHS, MI, IJC, Focus Location: Yishun About Me: Music! archives March 2006 links
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